I would like to preface this post by saying that I am incredibly grateful for the opportunity I have been given, and thank my lucky stars daily. The fact that I am finally pregnant after enduring so much has made the entire experience such a blessing and I wouldn’t trade it for anything in the world.
When I was struggling with infertility I remember reading post after post on social media, forums and blogs in which pregnant women were complaining about their pregnancy. From nausea to weight gain, fatigue to sore feet, swollen body parts, cravings and fetal movements. I remember sitting there thinking, and yes even yelling at the computer screen at times, “be grateful for what you have, at least you can conceive. Don’t you know that there are so many women struggling who would gladly take your place?” I said numerous times that I would take the worst pregnancy in the world, if I could just have a healthy baby.
When I finally did get pregnant, I told myself and anyone who would ask that I wouldn’t complain and that I would be happy with whatever life threw at me because I was finally having a baby. What I didn’t realize at the time was what exactly was going to be thrown my way. Pregnancy definitely isn’t as easy as I thought it was going to be. In fact, to date it is probably the most physically, emotionally and mentally difficult thing I have done in my life.
Pregnancy is glorified in movies, on tv, and even by other pregnant women. When you think of pregnancy, you think of hearing the heartbeat, finding out the sex, prenatal appointments, feeling movements and eating whatever you want. Very rarely do you hear about the less than fun side of being pregnant. In a lot of ways I was completely unprepared for the more difficult aspects of being pregnant. No one talked about the nausea, mood swings, body aches and pains. I am here to give some of my experiences in the hopes that other pregnant women will not feel as disappointed as I have (at times) when their pregnancy is less than ideal.
Morning Sickness:
Expectation: Some nausea when you wake up that goes away after you have had breakfast.
Reality: Your stomach declaring war on the toilet (and anything else that can be puked on or in). If I had to compare it to anything in the world I would say that it most closely resembles severe food poisoning combined with the worst flu that you have had in your life, multiplied by 20…..every single day.
Constipation:
Expectation: No one mentions constipation when they are talking about their pregnancy. I thoroughly expected to produce my regular amount of bowel movements.
Reality: Consider yourself lucky if you poop every 3-4 days. Pregnancy certainly slows the bowels down so much that it feels like you poo on a snails schedule. When you do finally “go” one of two things happens: 1) You create a super tiny pile of rabbit pellets that are rock hard and feel no relief OR 2) you have an explosive poo that takes several flushes to get down the drain.
Flatulence:
Expectation: This one took me by surprise. I don’t think I had ever heard anyone complain ever about the increase in methane they are releasing into the atmosphere.
Reality: I don’t know how the gas gets through the bowels, but it does. I have been blessed to fart often but very few of them actually smell.
Increased Urination:
Expectation: A few extra trips to the bathroom every day.
Reality: A trip to the bathroom every 5 minutes. You might as well move into the bathroom for the next 9 months because you are going to be spending a lot of time there. The worst part is going pee and wiping only to have to pee the second you get your hands washed.
Back Pain/Body Aches
Expectation: A little bit of pain on occasion such as when you work too hard in the garden.
Reality: Feeling like you got sacked by the entire defense of your favorite football team…..every few minutes for the entire day. Your entire body hurts, all the time. The further along you get the more pain your body is in, to the point that you can barely move it hurts so bad.
Fetal Movement
Expectation: Glorious little flutters that tickle.
Reality: An MMA cage match, with your abdomen as the cage. The first little movements are amazing, but it quickly fades to a series of jabs, kicks and rolls that leave you feeling like Bella in Twilight when the baby is trying to claw its way out. By far in my experience are when he drags his knee from one end of my belly to the other, and sticks his feet under my ribs.
Discharge
Expectation: No one tells you about this – I will.
Reality: You might as well wear a pad daily. Your vaginal discharge will increase tenfold, and chances are it will at some point make you look like you have peed your pants.
My expectations of pregnancy were vastly different than my experiences. It has impacted my pregnancy, but overall I am still so excited to be pregnant and am so overjoyed to have the experiences that I have had.
What would you say was different in your expectations vs reality in your pregnancy or on your journey to having a baby?
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